“Yes, right there,” I say, pointing at the brick two-flat.
“Ah, I don't see you too often. We neighbors! Where you live?”
“That house, on the alley.” I point again.
“Where, second floor?” she asks. (She always asks.)
“Yes, second floor.” (I always say.)
“Ah. I live here,” she says, pointing to her two-flat two doors down from mine. “Second floor.”
I pretend she is giving me some new detail of her life. I pretend I do not already know that her name is Leona (Lonka in Ukrainian), that she was born in Poland in 1922, that she sings in the choir at St. Nicholas, that when she was young she lived in France as an au pair for a Catholic family with five children, the father of whom was a milliner, that she has two sisters and two brothers and has never been married.
“You live alone?” she asks.
“No, I live with my boyfriend.”
“Ah, boyfriend. Okay. He nice? He tall?”
“He is. I think you've met him before. He's taller than me.” I raise my hand several inches above my head, a foot above hers. “You know, he has a beard? You've seen him.”
“Ah, you married?”
“No, not yet.”
“Engaged? When you get married? Soon?”
Leona has told me that she never married because the men she dated were interested only in sex, and she was not raised that way, and she could not be a single woman with a child. I try to explain to her again that we will get married, just not this year. I try to forget that everyone has their windows open and that this could be considered embarrassing.
“Maybe in a couple years, you know. Not too soon. People spend so much time planning their weddings these days.”
“Ah, you save up, you buy a house maybe?”
“Well, we really like renting for now. Houses are expensive.”
“Oh, yah. You earn money, then get married. When I come here, I buy this building with my sister. I live with my sister. Second floor. You live with your parents?”
I keep hoping she'll remember. She doesn't, so I keep pretending that I am giving her fresh details about my life. I don't let on that I watch her from the front window, two stories above the sidewalk where she spends her days sweeping and raking and brushing and gathering.
She's in the grass now, snatching at the leaves one by one, wiping her chin with the sleeve of her oversized blazer. She's in the neighbor's yard now, pulling weeds on her hands and knees. One of her slippers has come off. She's in her garden now, wearing her black beret over her short hair, faded orange from the deep red she dyed it back in May. She's in the street again, right in the middle, sweeping long strokes toward the gutter. A black SUV approaches and slows as it squeezes past her. Leona looks up, doesn't recognize the driver, and keeps sweeping.
She will sweep for a good while longer on this sunny morning, and then again this evening. She will sweep and pick up litter tomorrow, and the next day, and the next. We will call our hellos to each other this morning when I leave the house, this afternoon when I return, and later this evening when I go out and come back again as the sun is setting. I know she will be there because she is always there.
*****
Just not in the winter. On the second floor, from the picture window scarred with ice patterns, I watch for a sign of spring two doors down.